mardi 19 septembre 2017

What's the difference between the angel of the Morning Star or an alien from the planet Venus?


Dolores Barrios, another Venusian (or perhaps the same?) photographed at a UFO conference in 1954. Notice the strange, otherworldly eyes.


 The most primordial version of the "mermaid" story comes from Lake Titicaca, Bolivia/Peru, as written once and only once in Robert Charroux's phenomenal but mostly forgotten "L'Histoire Inconnue des Hommes depuis 100,000 ans" ("100,000 years of man's unknown history"). Her name was Orejona, and I've been obsessed with her since the age of 10. I've even had her name tattooed on my right arm.


 The very early pre-Inca people (and the few still extant Aimara tribes of the Andes) believed that 5 million years ago, a blue-skinned, blue-blooded amphibian female from the planet Venus came down to Earth, landed in her golden vessel on the Island of the Sun in the middle of the Lake, and mated with a prehistoric animal, either a large ape or an anteater-pig (!), giving birth to the very first animal-man, who would later become the first modern man, and remember her on a very deep ancestral level, mostly in their dreams and their psychedelic experiences, and base religions on this goddess from the sea.


 She might still be alive today, since they said she returned merely 40,000 years ago, to build the holy city of Tiahuanaco, and the famous giant stone "Door of the Sun", which was originally named the "Door to Venus", before the Spanish Conquistadors renamed it, renamed everything having to do with the Inca worship of the Venusians, and slaughtered over 99% of the population.


 There was even a story of how a Jesuit priest found the biggest, most beautiful green emerald in the world in an Inca temple, bearing an image of Orejona herself on it, so he had the emerald shattered into pieces, ground into dust and trampled it into the earth. The Church was REALLY f***ing serious about making people forget about her, they even cut out some of her followers' tongues, but fortunately the Inca high priests, the Orejones (the long-ears), they hid the sacred knowledge for centuries, until a great revival of the Inca faith began in 1958 precisely near Titicaca.


 On the same subject, you should also know about something called "Project Stargate", run by the D.I.A. back in the early 1980s. They used remote-viewers who projected their consciousness back in time to bear witness to the most important events in history (seriously, this has been officially declassified since). For their ultimate experiment, they sent their best "psychic spy" to view the origins of the human race millions of years ago. The result?


 A naked, feminine extraterrestrial being, aboard her "seedship" in the sea, using her own DNA to genetically engineer the first ape-men. This aquatic creature was tending to us like "plants in a garden".


 I'm starting to think she might be the Goddess Venus/Anima Mundi/Soul of the World itself. The Shekinah, the Shakti, the Shub-Niggurath, the one with a thousand faces who gave life to life itself.

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Allen Marcus a dit…

Thank you for this post.

Mystic_boi a dit…

Perhaps the one image in the emerald was fated to become the thousand faces when the gem shattered.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

Being French (Canadian), I've always wondered why we were called "Frogs", the idea that it has to do with people in France occasionally eating frogs seemed like bs. So after much research, I discovered that it dates back to the Christian conversion of the Celtic peoples of Gaul: on their shields, they painted three blue frogs, in honor of their blue amphibian goddess Melusine (who was only SYMBOLICALLY represented as half serpent, or more precisely half "hydra", a common water serpent found in rivers over there). After the conversion, they recycled those three blue frogs into an early prototype for the Fleur-de-lys, which was an "inside joke" for the former Celtic folks, since the "Fleur de Lys" was originally the "Fleur de LUS", Lus being short for MeLUSine (same thing in english, regardless of more proper experts' opinions, "Lily Flower" being the flower of LILITH, same mermaid/siren).

So when you see a Fleur-de-lys, remember: it is secretly a symbol for a prehistoric, Lovecraftian blue amphibian goddess, the members of Royalty claiming to have inherited her Venusian "blue blood". Many "conventional explanations" to cover-up our distant pagan past.

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One final note: in the 13th century text of jewish mysticism "The Treatise of the Left Emanation", it is stated that it was Lilith who was the Serpent in the Garden of Eden, she was not Adam's first wife, but rather "a being that God DID NOT CREATE from the supernal abyss (outer space)", it was she, essentially an extraterrestrial, who corrupted humanity, starting with Eve, with the "forbidden fruit" containing HER BLOOD.

So even according to scriptures found in Judaism, she was an alien from another planet who turned us into something that the "Creator" (apparently only limited to Earth) did not intend to exist, seperate from nature, by putting her own "blood" into us. The Venusian Goddess Orejona/Lilith, regardless of what name she was given from one culture to another, was often symbolically represented as either half-fish or half-serpent, because she was an amphibian with a long, tentacle-like tail.

Her purely symbolic attribute in the Bible and in many ancient mythologies was that of a screech OWL, because of her eyes, her ability of flight (spaceship), and the sound she sometimes made. Why do you think there is a giant OWL statue over at Bohemian Grove? No, it's not Moloch, he was a bull. The bloodthirsty Elite still worship Lilith to this day, it's simply that they know the Biblical "Serpent", the mermaid goddess and "ancient aliens" are all one and the same in her, they venerate her/their otherworldly blood.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

News today: Life found on Venus! They're saying it's merely a "bio-signature detected in the atmosphere" (love when they use bulls**t Star Trek terms, like when the interstellar object Ouamuamua passed through our solar system, and suddenly they had "deep space sensors" at their disposal), but this could be in preparation of an actual Venusian disclosure event. Some scientists are already suggesting that life on Earth could have originally come from Venus, millions of years ago when it was covered by a vast, primordial ocean. We'll see...

ginleefer a dit…

JB where did you get that story about the Emerald? Because I heard that too long ago from a French Canadian relative oddly enough. But he said it was a large piece of turquoise and it acted as a television or computer or crystal ball and that the priests saw the conquistadors coming on it and that they also had cotton seeds that grew colored cotton that they burned. But the books that he said it was in I could only find abridged versions that had the story of the priests guarding not the gold nor montezuma but a different room but now the books don't mention the stone or the cotton seeds.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

It was from one of Robert Charroux's books, which one I don't remember, and unfortunately the public library system here has removed his work from circulation (because the books were too old? Bulls**t.).

ginleefer a dit…

That's interesting, he said it was in the original Bernal diaz de Castillo's True History of the Conquest of New Spain. It would make sense if it's in another account Bernal wrote his because he said the others written by people who didn't even travel to the new world had supernatural embellishments that he said he didn't witness, for example one battle he says other accounts say that Angels and saints came down and personally helped them; he, fighting personally in the battle and asking his comrades about it; said this was an outright lie.
I'll ask about Robert Charroux, he read von daiken in the 70's, so it's likely, it would be interesting if I could track it back to the original accounts I've been looking for this story for 20 years.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

Von Daniken actually "borrowed" from Charroux's story the Venusian Orejona when he wrote "Chariot of the Gods", but Von Daniken mispelled her name ("Oreynnia"?), didn't mention the planet Venus, and everything was without context and without credit.

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I'VE GOT IT!

I don't know if you remember this Hillary Clinton leaked e-mail from Wikileaks, sent to John Podesta:

"Dear John,

Because the War in Space race is heating up, I felt you should be aware of several factors as you and I schedule our Skype talk.

Remember, *our nonviolent ETI from the contiguous universe are helping us* bring zero point energy to Earth.

They will not tolerate any forms of military violence on Earth or in space."

If Trump finally wins, one way or another, the Hillary/Soros side of things have to apologize to the "extraterrestrial intelligence from the parallel Universe beneath our own" (demons from hell?) for having failed, once again, to disarm humanity (maybe even spiritually), leaving it defenseless for their coming.

That's why Kerry had to travel to Antarctica, again. That's why the Arecibo radiotelescope "collapsed", symbolically sending the message that, NO, there won't be a "Contact" anytime soon.

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Presently reading Paul Hellyer's "The Money Mafia" (Paul Hellyer is a former Canadian Minister of Defense, the only high-ranking government official who's gone on the record about A) the existence of the "Cabal", a Globalist Elite bent on world domination, and B) the governments of Earth interacting on a regular basis with *extraterrestrial civilizations*),

and he says that the "Cabal" will only agree to beneficial alien intervention if they can guarantee AMNESTY, both amnesty from their countless horrible crimes against humanity (hoping that the people of Earth won't kill them all for their globalist schemes when the truth is finally revealed), and forgiveness from a more "cosmic" point of view, which the members of the "Interstellar Federation" might not be able or willing to provide, for moral/spiritual reasons.

So no utopia for us as long as the Satanic bastards at the top of the food chain can't get away with their s**t.

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Prof. Eshed told Yedioth, among other things:

The UFOs have asked not to publish that they are here, humanity is not ready yet. Trump was on the verge of revealing, but the aliens in the Galactic Federation are saying: Wait, let people calm down first. They don’t want to start mass hysteria. They want to first make us sane and understanding.

They have been waiting for humanity to evolve and reach a stage where we will generally understand what space and spaceships are. There’s an agreement between the US government and the aliens. They signed a contract with us to do experiments here. They, too, are researching and trying to understand the whole fabric of the universe, and they want us as helpers.

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From Robert Charroux:

The very early pre-Inca people (and the few still extant Aimara tribes of the Andes) believed that 5 million years ago, a blue-skinned, blue-blooded amphibian female from the planet Venus came down to Earth, and landed in her golden vessel on the Island of the Sun in the middle of Lake Titicaca. Her name was "Orejona", and she mated with a prehistoric animal, either a large ape or an anteater-pig (!), giving birth to the very first animal-man, who would later become the first modern man, and remember her on a very deep ancestral level, mostly in their dreams and their psychedelic experiences, and base religions on this goddess from the sea.

From Jim Marrs:

There was "Project Stargate", run by the D.I.A. back in the early 1980s. They used remote-viewers who projected their consciousness back in time to bear witness to the most important events in history (seriously, this has been officially declassified since). For their ultimate experiment, they sent their best "psychic spy" to view the origins of the human race millions of years ago. The result?

A naked, feminine extraterrestrial being, aboard her "seedship" in the sea, using her own DNA to genetically engineer the first ape-men. This aquatic creature was tending to us like "plants in a garden".

This is the ultimate truth about the birth of humanity, our mother is the one best known as "Lilith", symbolically represented as the "Starbucks Mermaid".

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From one of Wordman's articles, about Air Force and police officers being debriefed by the CIA and NSA, after having been witness to a terrifying Close Encounter:

"Warren and companions, after viewing this, were informed by these unknown superiors that all these craft represented a formidable intelligence that had been a presence on this planet for far longer than any of them had been alive... Many events followed in rapid succession.  Some were tragic... The poor kid who’d read his Bible during the debriefing was so shook up about being told that religion had been invented to maintain order and control... Shortly thereafter, he blew his head off while on post."

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Interesting. From William Henry:

"The email was sent by Dr. Edgar Mitchell’s representative Terri Mansfield and “urgently” requested a meeting in which Mitchell could illuminate Podesta about “zero point energy”, “ETI” (Extraterrestrial Intelligences) and “disclosure”… before it’s too late. Podesta’s assistant, Eryn Sepp, accepted the invitation, but said, “John would likely take this meeting alone first before involving the President.”

In the email, Mansfield assured Podesta that the Vatican was up to speed (or on board?) on repercussions of humans interacting with ETI, and how this will affect religion and consciousness.

"Our ETI’s connection to zero point energy is obvious in that their purpose is to guide Edgar’s international Quantrek science team to apply their zero point energy research for humanity, to move away from the use of fossil fuels which are so deleterious to our fragile planet,” wrote Mansfield.

Mitchell was allegedly ‘working with ETI on the Judgment Day Device”. The phenomena associated with this Device makes clear that it is some form of otherworldly ascension tool. It has the capability of making a human holy on contact and transmuting human flesh into light. With it, one can ascend and travel the stars."

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Yazidis are called Miletê Tawûsê Melek (the nation of Melek Taus).

Tawûsê Melek refused to bow before the first human, when God ordered the seven angels to do so. *The command was actually a test, meant to determine which of these angels was most loyal to God by not prostrating themselves to someone other than their creator.*

Because of this similarity to the Islamic tradition of Iblis, some followers of other monotheistic religions of the region identify the Peacock Angel with their own unredeemed evil spirit Satan, which has incited centuries of persecution of the Yazidis as "devil worshippers".

A popular Yazidi story narrates the intentional fall of Tawûsê Melek, his becoming God of this world with authority given by his creator, and his subsequent rejection by humanity, with the exception of the Yazidis.

According to the Yazidi cosmogony, God created the world from a *PEARL* (Dur), that was previously in a stage before the creation named Enzel (the eternity before creation).

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

Basically, the Devil does to us what God did to him: he tests us. And if we TAKE THE KNEE before him, we've failed.

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*Young men were drowned in a river as a sacrifice to this goddess* on June 24th, this pagan festival now recycled in the Province of Québec and backwater parts of France as "St. John the Baptist day".

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

Strangely enough, someone, usually a young man, seems to *drown in a river* every St. John the Baptist day, usually because he was piss drunk (as is to be expected, since June 24th is to Québecers what St. Patrick's day is to the Irish: an excuse to have wild parties and drink non-stop, we paint everything blue instead of green, we use the lily flower instead of the shamrock...)

Our big festival on that day takes place on a plateau historically named "The Plains of Abraham", another link to the ritualistic sacrifice of a young man.

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In Slavic mythology, vodyanoi (lit. "he from the water") is a male water spirit.

Vodyanoi is said to appear as a naked old man with a frog-like face, greenish beard, and long hair, with his body covered in algae and muck, usually covered in black fish scales. He has webbed paws instead of hands, a fish's tail, and eyes that burn like red-hot coals. He is often dubbed "grandfather" or "forefather" by the local people. Local drownings are said to be the work of the vodyanoi.

When angered, the vodyanoi breaks dams, washes down water mills, and drowns people and animals. (Consequently, fishermen, millers, and also bee-keepers make sacrifices to appease him.) He would drag people down to his underwater dwelling to serve him as slaves.

Stories such as these from various cultures could have served as H. P. Lovecraft's inspiration for "The Shadow over Innsmouth".

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For those interested, this is the crux of the "Eternals" film (*spoilers*):

"In a conversation with the Celestial Arishem the Judge, he reveals that the primary mission of the Eternals was not to fight the Deviants, but to prepare Earth for "The Emergence." Arishem explains that for millions of years, the Celestials have been planting their seeds in populated planets so that a new Celestial can be born from them.

Since the energy of innumerable individuals is required for this, the Celestials sent the Deviants, to destroy the top predators of the planet and thus ensure the development of life. However, the Deviants evolved and became top predators themselves, which is why the Eternals were sent to fight them.

As Arishem explains, Earth has now reached the necessary population so that the Emergence—the birth of the Celestial Tiamut and the resultant destruction of the planet—can take place."

So... this is simply the Apocalypse according to the Kaballah, in which a certain number of human souls need to be born only to then be harvested/devoured by Lilith (Tiamut), so that the Creator may become fully self-aware by the re-assimilation of all humanity.

A similar story was presented in the "End of (Neon Genesis) Evangelion", the ultimate purpose of our species being the "Human Instrumentality Project", in which a gigantic celestial being named Lilith would liquify and merge all human bodies and souls into a collective primordial ocean.

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About the Smurfs: apart from the fact they literally live inside Amanita Muscaria (fly agaric) mushrooms, apart from the fact they can supposedly be turned into *gold* (blue/gold), their arch-nemesis is Gargamel: in French folklore, the female Gargamelle was another name for the mysterious mother of Gargantua, a middle-ages adaptation of the Celtic Cernunnos.

Cernunnos was originally the gatekeeper of the abyss/Netherworld; in the film "Interstellar", Gargantua was the name given to the literal "Black Hole Sun", lord of the Three Worlds (as Pan was said to be in myth).

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A brief story I've never translated and written down until now, an anecdote from Robert Charroux's "The Book of the Masters of the World", as related to him by Guy Tarade, once considered to be one of France's highest initiates:

"The secret masters of the world are not the highest ranking members of various secret societies, but their extraterrestrial overlords.

You see, long ago, both Venusians and Martians tried to colonize the Earth at the same time, and the result was a terrible war in which their respective colonies of Lemuria and Atlantis were destroyed.

The eventual peace treaty between them relies upon their shared exploitation of the human race, of our "psychic honey". Both the peoples of Venus and Mars have owned us since, as they both desperately depend upon the constant extraction of psychic honey from the human hive (most probably a super-drug giving them very long lives); this extraction is somehow made possible through our major religions, through our voluntary worship."

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"The Stone of Scone, also known as the Stone of Destiny, and often referred to in England as The Coronation Stone, is an oblong block of unusual sandstone that has been used for centuries in the coronation of the monarchs of Scotland. It is also known as Jacob's Pillow Stone and the Tanist Stone. This is the very same Stone of Jacob supposedly taken to ancient Ireland (later Scotland) by the prophet Jeremiah. Others strangely believe it is rather of *Venusian* origin (either extraterrestrial or literally from Lucifer himself), and is kin to the Kaaba stone of the Mecca and the long-lost Kala stones of the Inca Temple of Venus (renamed Temple of the Sun by the Conquistadors)."

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

So that's the *British Empire, Islam, and the Inca Empire* that were controlled/given their authority by an otherworldly "stone"...

How did Stanley Kubrick say humanity's story started? Oh yeah, a *Big Black Stone of otherworldly origin telling us damn dirty apes to seperate ourselves from nature, make weapons and kill each other*.

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Snow Crash is a science fiction novel by the American writer Neal Stephenson.

The story revolves around research showing that the ancient Sumerian ur-language allowed brain function to be "programmed" using audio stimuli in conjunction with a DNA-altering virus. Sumerian culture was organized around these programs (known as me), which were administered by priests to the populace. The goddess Asherah is the personification of a linguistic virus, similar to a computer virus.

Enki, a figure of legend, developed a counter-virus (known as the nam-shub of Enki), which when delivered stopped the Sumerian language from being processed by the brain and led to the development of other, less literal languages, giving birth to the Babel myth.

In the novel, the *Metaverse*, a phrase coined by Stephenson as a successor to the Internet, constitutes Stephenson's early 1990s vision of how a virtual reality–based Internet might evolve in the near future.

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"Sugar hiccup

*Makes the Earth toss and tumble*,

sugar hiccup

*Heavens curtsy and bow*,

sugar hiccup..."

The very specific words, "Makes the Earth toss and tumble, Heavens curtsy and bow", are used to describe the Zod-ian End of the World every 12,000 years, when the planet turns upside down, bringing about a Great Flood.

"Sugar hiccup" might refer to "sweet Lilith", the one who brings about the Apocalypse. Why? Because "hiccup" is a direct reference to a *prehistoric amphibian who is responsible for human evolution*:

"An international respiratory research group proposed that the hiccup is an evolutionary remnant of earlier amphibian respiration. Amphibians such as tadpoles gulp air and water across their gills via a rather simple motor reflex akin to mammalian hiccuping. The motor pathways that enable hiccuping form early during fetal development, before the motor pathways that enable normal lung ventilation form. Thus, the hiccup is evolutionarily antecedent to modern lung respiration.

These proposals may explain why premature infants spend 2.5% of their time hiccuping, possibly gulping like amphibians, as their lungs are not yet fully formed."

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

Ha!

According to the "Timeline of Human Evolution",

"Genus Homo and close human relatives and ancestors made their apparition after splitting from *Pan* (chimpanzees) around 5 million years ago."

Lilith/Orejona came to Earth 5 million years ago; as a result we split from "Pan" (God/Nature) and became a unique new species. Maybe the Venusian Lilith was the Serpent in the Garden of Eden after all...

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After watching Radio Free Albemuth, I couldn't help to notice two things that touched me personally: in the French version, they say SIVA (French for Shiva) over and over again instead of VALIS, because that's how the acronym worked out in the French translation of PKD's novels originally.

Well, as you may remember, the Siva/Shiva of Hinduism was originally the Pashupati of the Vedic Civilization, which has been attested as their adaptation of Cernunnos/Pan.

Second, the messengers of Valis/Siva take the form of pink, ethereal *dragonflies*; if you remember, very strange dragonflies were my own personal "messengers" for years, years ago.

Valis/Siva/the Great God Pan from beyond the stars, sending otherworldly dragonflies as his messengers...

This film spoke to me.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

In Nick Redfern's book "Final Events" (in which he expounds how all those "little grey men" are in fact demons that were summoned in the middle of the desert in New Mexico by Jack Parsons and his followers in 1946), he mentions how some people have saved themselves from being abducted by those "aliens" simply by yelling out "Jesus Christ!" when they were afraid; they didn't even need to have religious faith, simply expressing the words "Jesus Christ" were enough to make the little greys shudder and disappear.

His name/title is a *weapon*. This reminded me of a scene from David Lynch's "Dune", when an unbreakable stone obelisk was shattered by one of the Fremen simply by saying their Messiah's name outloud.

"My name is a word that kills."

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

The scientific community official teaches that *humanity was originally a part of Pan, but separated itself from Pan*, 5 million years ago; but of course they're referring to the genus Pan (chimps), who were actually named after the Greek god. There's an obvious double-entendre here.

The timing, and deeper meaning, of the above is even more flagrant when mythological evidence strongly suggests that Lilith was a blue-skinned, blue-blooded amphibian who came from the planet Venus, precisely 5 million years ago. Even declassified files from the D.I.A.'s Stargate Program indicate that it was an extraterrestrial amphibian female who created the first ape-men as an unnatural hybrid race, using her own DNA. This would definitely have made us separate from Pan.

In Jewish mysticism, it is sometimes said that it was Lilith who was *the Serpent in the Garden of Eden, who separated us from God by giving us the "forbidden fruit of the knowledge of good and evil"*; we're talking about genetic manipulation from an otherworldly being prematurely giving us higher intelligence.

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"Lilith, was originally part of a hermaphroditic being, the male half of which was called “Samael” (“the blind one”). Together, they formed something the rabbis called “the Beast” and “the Other God.” In the beginning, God had separated them, because their union created a demonic critical mass that threatened to destroy creation. And if they ever were to come together again, existence would be snuffed out immediately. But they yearned for each other, and they still manage to enjoy the semblance of sex somehow, as they are said to use an “intermediary” called the “Taniniver.”

Samael and Lilith are the same entities as Behemoth and Leviathan, respectively. Together, they form the Baphomet."

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The origins of the name Starbuck have to do with astro-theology: the Norse word stor, "great", and bokki, "river". Stor-bokki, the so-called “great river”, was a mythological reference to the Milky Way, where the gods and slain heroes would sail among the stars all the way to Valhalla. In Star Trek, the Klingon version of Valhalla was called "Sto'Vo'Kor", very similar to the Norse Stor-bokki.

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In Greek mythology, Echidna was a monster, half-woman and half-snake, who lived alone in a cave. She was the mate of the fearsome monster Typhon and was the mother of many of the most famous monsters of Greek myth, which gave her the epitheth "the mother of all monsters".

She was more ancient than both "mortal men" and "the undying gods"; according to the mythographer Apollodorus (1st or 2nd century AD), Echidna was the daughter of Tartarus and Gaia, making her a "Primordial", older than even the Titans. In one account, from the Orphic tradition, Echidna was the daughter of Phanes (the Orphic father of all gods), which would make her second only after the Creator of the Universe himself.

First among her countless children there was Orthrus, the two-headed dog who guarded the Cattle of Geryon, second Cerberus, the multiheaded dog who guarded the gates of Hades, and third the Lernaean Hydra, the many-headed serpent who, when one of its heads was cut off, grew it back.

Add to this the Caucasian Eagle that ate the liver of Prometheus, the Ladon (though Pherecydes does not use this name), the dragon that guarded the golden apples in the Garden of the Hesperides, the Sphinx, a monster with the head of a woman and the body of a winged lion, the Nemean lion, the Chimera, "Gorgon" (by which Hyginus means the mother of Medusa), the Colchian dragon that guarded the Golden Fleece, and the horror of the sea Scylla.

Echidna was perhaps associated with the monster killed by Apollo at Delphi. Though that monster is usually said to be the male serpent Python, in the oldest account of this story, the Homeric Hymn to Apollo, the god kills a nameless she-serpent, subsequently called Delphyne, who had been Typhon's foster-mother. Echidna and Delphyne share several similarities. Both were half-maid and half-snake, and both were a "plague" to men. And both were intimately connected to Typhon, and associated with the Corycian cave. But Echidna, the "Mother Hydra", almost identical to the Celtic Melusine, had been around for millions of years, and could never die.

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/8/83/Echidna_-_parco_dei_mostri.jpg/800px-Echidna_-_parco_dei_mostri.jpg

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The unique micro-organism "Hydra" is biologically immortal. Hydras do not senesce (do not age), Hydras undergo morphallaxis (tissue regeneration) when injured or severed. Hydras are capable of two types of DNA repair, making them immortal even on a deep molecular level; this is most probably due to the "Fox O" ("forkhead box O transcription factor").

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/2/25/Hydra-Foto.jpg

In the Lovecraftian Mythos, the Hydra dwells in an alternate dimension, and appears as a vast sea of dark gray ooze (*black goo*). A multitude of living heads, some human and some alien, sprout from the ooze, sobbing and grimacing as if in great agony.

The Hydra's worshipers trick others into sending the god sacrifices through a pamphlet known as "On the Sending Out of the Soul". The last page contains a magical formula for astral projection. When followed, the formula always works as expected, harmlessly transporting the user in astral form to whatever destination is desired. However, unbeknownst to the user, the ritual also brings the subject into contact with the Hydra, which then merges with the individual's astral self, using it as a host.

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Leaving this here, just in case:

secretsunck@gmail.com

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Notice "Queen" Camilla's Royal Standard, to the right:

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Fs-r8kLWAAM8SSr?format=jpg&name=900x900

The blue boar, or blue sow, is mythologically a symbol of Cerridwen or Sif, the Venusian goddess.

As for the Green Man (at the bottom), there is one that has always been specific to *Windsor* Forest: Herne, the leader of the Wild Hunt.

"Herne" is a cognate of the name of Gaulish deity Cernunnos, in the same way that the English "horn" is a cognate of the Latin "cornu" (as the Latin cornu changes into horn so does Cerne change into Herne).

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"All gods except Pan were, just as human are now, engaged in a never-ending power-struggle. Pan alone doesn’t play this game. This is Pan’s secret. Just the clues of the name ‘Pan’ meaning ‘all’ combined with the actions, or rather inactions, of Pan is enough to shine light on Pan’s true identity.

Pan, the god of nature, is the only god that doesn’t do anything. Why? Because Pan is the founder, the creator. Zeus, the king of the gods has to maintain his position as king, and he has responsibilities. He has a job to do. He’s playing someone else’s game… Pan’s game.

And Pan, the story-writer, the author of this world, doesn’t play the game, but is the gamemaster. The gamemaster, in any role-playing game, is the one character who doesn’t themselves play. Yet authors have a tendency to write themselves into their stories, and Pan is no exception. Pan wrote himself into the story, gave himself a character who does nothing but play so he himself could walk within his own creation. Everyone else is busy working, and Pan enjoys the show.

And that is the meaning of the pervasive story of Pan’s leading of lost children into a magical world. We are the lost children, Pan is the pied piper, and this is the magical world. This is Pan’s Labyrinth.

So when Nietzsche announced that “God is dead” you know which god it is, the only god that ever died: Pan. Pan was killed by the son of man so that man could play at god for a time, and to do this everything was inverted: man become god and the true god became the Devil.

But Pan was never truly dead, only sleeping, and he is stirring.

The great god Pan lives."

- Alasdair Forsythe

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"This stone makes me think of the stones in The Fifth Element that are needed to activate Leeloo, the Supreme Being. Don't know if there is any connection here to that or not."

Leeloo was the entirely "humanized" Lilith with red hair, recreated from scratch by ignorant men (in the most literal sense in the movie). The blue-skinned, blue-blooded Diva was the original, extraterrestrial Lilith, an amphibious "goddess" with a celestial singing voice and an elongated skull.

The stones were *inside of her*. It's the Kaaba stone, the Kubrickian Monolith, linking to the Venusian mother of humanity all over again.

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How the Knights Templar themselves described Baphomet:

The indictment (acte d'accusation) published by the court of Rome set forth ... "that in all the provinces they had idols, that is to say, heads, some of which had three faces, others but one; sometimes, it was a human skull ... That in their assemblies, and especially in their grand chapters, they worshipped the idol as a god, as their saviour, saying that this head could save them, that it bestowed on the order all its wealth, made the trees flower, and the plants of the earth to sprout forth." — Jules Michelet, History of France (1860) 

Baphomet, Banebdjedet. Goat of Mendes, Pan, Green Man. 

I'm sensing a pattern.

Baphomet was "sometimes one head, sometimes three." 

Baphomet "made the trees flower, made the plants of the earth sprout forth."

In other words, this "Baphomet" fit the Green Man's description to perfection.

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I had no idea Semiramis was supposed to be the daughter of Atargatis (or Venus Decerto (Venus as contender) or Astroarche (Queen of the stars) as they also called her).

The dove was the sacred animal of Semiramis because when her mother, the Venusian goddess "fell from Heaven within an egg, into the sea (or the middle of a lake), it was myriads of doves who laid upon the heavenly egg and made it hatch".

This calls back to the very first literal Venusian to come down to Earth, Orejona, who landed in the middle of Lake Titicaca 5 million years ago *aboard a golden egg-shaped spacecraft* as bright as the Sun.

This is a story that has been played out countless times throughout humanity's history. Ewen Cameron, in his attempts to incarnate Inanna within the bodies of young traumatized girls, referred to her as "the first non-human vehicle to have come to this planet". The trigger is apparently to make her lose her daughter.

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Completely unrelated items:

On 16 September 1994, there was a UFO sighting outside Ruwa, Zimbabwe. Sixty-two pupils at the Ariel School aged between six and twelve said that they saw one or more silver craft descend from the sky and land on a field near their school. One or more creatures dressed all in black then approached the children and telepathically communicated to them a message with an environmental theme, frightening the children and causing them to cry.

Two days prior to the incident at Ariel there had been a number of UFO sightings throughout southern Africa. There had been numerous reports of a bright fireball passing through the sky at night.

(Ariel School was an expensive private school. Most of the pupils were from wealthy white families in Harare.)

The different cultural background of the children gave rise to different interpretations of what they had seen and they did not all believe that they had seen extraterrestrials. It was noted that some of the children thought the short little beings were tikoloshes, creatures of Shona and Ndebele folklore.

In Zulu mythology, a Tikoloshe is a mischievous and evil spirit, sometimes described as an ant-like demonic creature.

For many years, a run-down Matau Primary School was struggling to keep its doors open in a tiny village called Zvipani in Karoi -- north east of Zimbabwe. But, the misfortunes of the little-known school were to change dramatically in 2011. Almost 10 000 miles away on a glitzy show of US's most popular talk show host, Oprah Winfrey, the fate of the school was being altered.

One-time child bride Tererai Trent, who had grown up in Zvipani watching her brothers go to Matau Primary School, while she remained at home and later got married to an older man, was on the Oprah Show sharing her dream of rebuilding her village school.

In 1991, it was a representative from Heifer International who visited her village and asked every woman about her greatest dream. This organization receives financial support from the Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation, BlackRock, and Cargill, among others.

From 2011: "Oprah Winfrey's school for girls in South Africa is being rocked by a fresh scandal as police investigate the body of a newborn found in one of the student's bags, police said today.

Winfrey's leadership academy has had problems in the past. Shortly after the all-girls high school opened in 2007, a school matron, Virginia Tiny Makopo, was charged with sexually molesting several girls. At the time Winfrey flew to South Africa to offer a personal apology to the students and their parents, citing her own experience with sexual abuse."

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About Oprah's work: let's not forget about João Teixeira de Faria (born *24 June* 1942), known also as "John of God". He was a psychic, faith healer, supposedly in contact with "entities", there were allegedly UFO sightings in relation to him down in Brazil. Oprah Winfrey supported him on a regular basis, strangely around the same timeframe little girls were being molested and empregnated at her schools over in Africa.

In 2018, after over 600 accusations of sexual abuse, Faria turned himself in to police. In December 2019, he was sentenced to 19 years and four months for the rapes of four women. On 20 January 2020, 40 years were added to his prison time for the rape of five additional women. The sentences add up to 63 years and 4 months.

He was running BABY FARMS, ffs. Never trust those "Contactees"; the "little grey men" truly are demonic in nature.

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In Radio Free Albemuth, it is mentionned that life on Earth originally came from that distant star.

The word "albemuth" was derived by Dick from the Arabic word Al *Behemoth*, "the whale", itself an oblique reference to Fomalhaut, the star Dick at one time believed VALIS came from in real life.

Per Tracy Twyman's research, Behemoth is just another name for the Baphomet (just as Leviathan is just another name for Lilith).

So according to PKD, life on Earth originally came from Baphomet/Pan among the stars; and let's not forget that VALIS is the Ukrainian name for Pan (Volos/Veles, pronounced Valis; UBIK is also, surprisingly, a Ukrainian family name).

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The connection between the severed head of the Templars and the Baphomet being the Green Man just got confirmed:

From Lucian's De Dea Syria (paragraph 7):

"Some of the inhabitants of Byblos maintain that the Egyptian *Osiris* is buried in their town, [...] this story seems of credence. A human head comes every year from Egypt to Byblos, floating on its seven days' journey thence: the winds, by some divine instinct, waft it on its way: it never varies from its course but goes straight to Byblos. The whole occurence is miraculous. It occurs every year, and it came to pass while I was myself in Byblos, and I saw the head"

Osiris = the Green Man = miraculous floating head being worshipped.

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I never realized this:

The Epic of Gilgamesh is divided into twelve episodes, corresponding to the Zodiac, thus:

Gilgamesh’s oppression of Uruk;

the seduction of Enkidu;

the slaying of the monster Humbaba;

the wooing of Ishtar;

the fight with the sacred bull;

Enkidu’s death;

Gilgamesh’s journey to the Mountain of the Sunset;

his wanderings in the region of thick darkness;

the crossing of the waters of death;

the deluge-story;

the plant of life;

the return of Enkidu’s spirit in a dream.

Throughout the epic there are indications of a correspondence between the exploits of the hero and the movements of heavenly bodies.

It is possible, for instance, that Gilgamesh and his friend Enkidu had some relation to the sign Gemini, also associated in ancient Chaldean mythology with two forms of the solar deity, even as were the hero and his friend.

The sign Leo recalls the slaying of Humbaba, the allegorical victory of light over darkness, represented on monuments by the figure of a lion (symbol of fire) fighting with a bull.

Following the sign of Leo, the wooing of the hero by the goddess Ishtar falls naturally into the sign of Virgo, the virgin. The sign of Taurus is represented by the slaying of the celestial bull, Alu, by Gilgamesh.

The journey of the hero to Mashu and his encounter with the scorpion-men at the gate of the sunset are, of course, mythological representations of the sign of Scorpio, as are also his wanderings in the region of thick darkness.

It is noticeable in this respect that Babylonian astrology often doubled the eighth sign (Scorpio) to provide a seventh; it is therefore not unlikely that this sign should correspond with two distinct episodes in the poem.

The first of these episodes is associated with Scorpio by virtue of the introduction of scorpion-men; and the second, on the assumption that the scorpion is symbolical of darkness.

Perhaps the sea-goddess and tavern-keeper at the ends of the Earth is associated astrologically with the fish-tailed goat which is the conventional representation of Capricornus.

Then the placing of the deluge-story in the XIth tablet, corresponding with the eleventh sign of the zodiac, Aquarius, the water-bearer, is evidently in keeping with the astrological aspect of the epic.

Chaldean mythology connected the rainy eleventh month with the deluge, just as the first month of spring was associated mythologically with the creation.

The healing of Gilgamesh’s sickness by Ut-Napishtim may possibly symbolise the revival of the sun after leaving the winter solstice.

Lastly, the sign of Pisces, the twelfth sign of the zodiac, corresponding to the return of Enkidu from the underworld, and perhaps also to the restoration of Gilgamesh to Uruk, is emblematic of life after death, and of the resumption of ordinary conditions after the deluge.

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Jeff Wells ("The Black Lodge", 2005):

"If ritual, satanic abuse is genuinely perpetrated and covered-up by authorities and institutions sworn to protect the innocent; if elites are really raping and murdering children with impunity and without qualm, then something has seriously altered their sense of reality, and for a purpose. To commit such crimes, they must think they know something we don't. Something has satisfied them that the great religions are lies for slaves, and that the universe belongs to strange and bloody gods."

Carl Jung:

"Abraxas generates truth and falsehood, good and evil, light and darkness with the same word in the same deed. Therefore Abraxas is truly the terrible one.
He is magnificent even as the lion at the very moment when he strikes his prey down. His beauty is like the beauty of a spring morn.
Indeed, he is himself the greater Pan, and also the lesser. He is Priapos.
He is the monster of the underworld, the octopus with a thousand tentacles, he is the twistings of winged serpents and of madness."

Me, now:

I can't ignore what happened on that fateful night, back in 2011. I met the greater Pan among the stars, yes, it was the most sublime and unexpected and meaningful experience of my life, yes, but...

It was only after having unknowingly performed a complex ritual, which Crowley himself refused to finish as intended, because it involved the spilling of all of his own blood.

The Great God Pan smiled upon me, yes, but...

I was only allowed to return to this world in exchange for the sacrifice of my godson in his mother's womb, which I did *not* ask for, and would never have agreed to.

Maybe Jeff and Carl and the rest of "them" were right, unfortunately, VERY unfortunately.

"We should ask: if they have had success, what kind of world would this be?"

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You know, it triggered something in me when Christopher Knowles said that my whole experience with Pan (with the proper context of the ritual I stumbled into, and the epiphany of how this is how reality might work after all) was very much a "2/3/74 sort of revelation". I had never really paid attention to PKD's work until then, and now I'm 99% sure he was also contacted by the cosmic version of Pan beyond the stars, but unfortunately his broken, drugged-up mind could only interpret the information in science-fiction terms. *Ukraine* is the key, and a very timely one at that:

The Ukrainians, who have returned in mass to their aryan pagan roots (as all people under neo-nazi influence tend to) now worship Veles, also known as Volos; either way it always seems to be pronounced *Valis*. Valis is, in the most literal sense, the Slavic mythology version of Pan, perceived as the personnification of nature, a Green Man sort of figure.

The Festival of Veles is a holiday in his honor celebrated by "rodnovers" (Ukrainian neo-pagans) usually *the 24th day of February.* The war over there began on that date. And Zelensky is not only being openly promoted as a "Green Man" sort of figurehead, but his name even means precisely "Green Man". And if that wasn't enough, the name Ubik is an Ukrainian name, there is even a famous art studio over there named the Ubik studio.

It should be mentionned that Ukraine literally means "the Borderlands", and the germanic/celtic version of Pan, the Steppenwulf, was the "guardian of the *borderlands* (between this world and the spiritual world)".

PKD even said that Valis was "countless forms of life existing as one", and that "life on Earth originally came from the same place as Valis". Pan, simple as that.

And to boot, the acronym VALIS in french is translated as SIVA, identical to the french name of the Lord Shiva of Hinduism, which was originally of course Lord Pashupati/Cernunnos/the Great God Pan.

The Ancient Greeks believed that the only way to see Pan in all of his glory, of your living, was *to get extremely high on psychedelic drugs, and that his mere sight could easily shatter your mind and leave you insane*, living as a hermit. This is essentially what happened to PKD.

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Here is anthropologist Michael Harner's account of his 1961 ayahuasca experience. "Giant reptillian creatures" resting in the lowest depths of his brain began projecting scenes for him, while telling him the information was reserved for the dead:

"First they showed me the planet Earth as it was eons ago, before there was any life on it. I saw an ocean, barren land, and a bright blue sky. Then black spots dropped from the sky by the hundreds and landed in front of me on the barren landscape. I could see the "specks" were actually large, shiny, black creatures with stubby pterodactyl-like wings and huge whale-like bodies.... They explained to me in a kind of thought language that they were fleeing from something out in space. They had come to the planet Earth to escape their enemy. The creatures then showed me how they had created life on the planet in order to hide within the multitudinous forms and thus disguise their presence. Before me, the magnificence of plant and animal creation and speciation - hundreds of millions of years of activity - took place on a scale and with a vividness impossible to describe. I learned that the dragon-like creatures were thus inside all forms of life, including man."

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Blogos:

"Finally we moved on to the notion that DNA is a very crude understanding of what is in reality a time spiral.  At the ''quantum'' level in our DNA there are ''wormholes'' which travel backwards and forwards in time, to future and past selves (incarnations) respectively."

The "black dragons" which fell to Earth billions of years ago *died a long time ago*, essentially, but thanks to the DNA of all life on Earth, they can live through *us*, forever. This reminds me of Lovecraft's story "The Shadow Out of Time".

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Serious question, very disturbing:

I've been mulling this over for a while, and it "makes sense", I guess, if we accept the possibility that The Powers That Be are devoid of human morality and beyond our comprehension:

- in the "Silent Hill" series of video games, it is implied that the "goddess" the cult members worship and wish to incarnate is both "the Scarlet Woman" and the Baphomet as one;

- in Tracy Twyman's posthumously released works, she implies at some point that the Baphomet may have been the *Consort of God* in her primordial form, a she-goat with both human and male attributes (Peter Moon, while researching Teutonic myths surrounding the "sacred feminine", discovered an illustration of Baphomet as a beautiful woman who looked very strange from the navel down);

- in Lovecraft's works, the "goddess" revered by all of the Great Old Ones is the Shub-Niggurath, the "Black Goat of the Woods";

- in Jewish mysticism, the sacred feminine is known as the Shekinah and she was originally one with the Adam Kadmon, who was both male and female, both human and beast (probably a goat);

- the Great God Pan was very often portrayed in art, especially sculpture, as making love to a she-goat;

Here's my f**ked up conclusion: God/Pan is slightly f**ked in the head, and his Consort in the beginning was a hermaphrodite humanoid goat of sorts. He might have mellowed out over the aeons, and remodeled her as a gorgeous Venusian goddess, but still...

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The story of American folk hero Paul Bunyan has too many points in common with the story of Gilgamesh for it to be a coincidence:

- both were 20 feet-tall giants reknown for cutting down the tallest trees (the mythic Forest of Cedar for Gilgamesh);

- both had a watchful companion in the form of a beautiful blue cow (Gilgamesh's mother was a goddess known as "Wild Cow Woman", described like most Ancient Sumerian gods as being like Lapis Lazuli (the most perfect blue);

- both were charismatic heroes who performed seemingly impossible tasks, including changing the course of a mighty river, and lived exceeding long lives.

So it sounds like the character of Paul Bunyan was directly based upon Gilgamesh, right? Except it couldn't be:

The first folk tales of Paul Bunyan started in the late 1700s, and were finally written down in the 1850s. The first fragments of the Epic of Gilgamesh were only discovered in the 1850s, and were incomprehensible at the time.

So... is this merely the highest degree of synchronicity, or did Paul Bunyan actually exist as the reincarnation of Gilgamesh?

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Now that I think of it, the blue cow or ox "Babe" could also be Gilgamesh’s best friend Enkidu, who was half-bull, or perhaps the "Bull of Heaven" itself, also resurrected and become his loyal pet.

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"Hermes is not literally Pan's father, since Pan is older than all of the Olympians. Rather, Hermes is the one who introduced Pan to the world, who coaxed him from his wild, enticing him with to the sweetness of human offerings (and human women), teaching him the excitement of human-watching. Likewise, Hermes taught us of Pan, his shaggy wild-eyed, storm-hearted friend. Like Gilgamesh and Enkidu, Hermes and Pan as a pair represent the partnership of man's creation and nature's. Like with Gilgamesh and Enkidu, it doesn't end well for nature."

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Roddenberry was a genius, as usual:

"The Chase" is the 146th episode of Star Trek: The Next Generation, the 20th episode of the sixth season. It is directed by series cast member Jonathan Frakes (Commander William Riker).

In this episode, four competing expeditions—Federation, Klingon, Cardassian, and Romulan—attempt to solve an ancient genetic puzzle.

"[...] After studying the ambiguous number blocks for hours, the discovery is made that these fragments are compatible DNA strands which have been recovered from different worlds all over the galaxy. The crew eventually believe that they have discovered an embedded genetic pattern that is constant throughout many different species, and it is speculated that this was left by an early race that pre-dates all other known civilizations. This would ultimately explain why so many races are humanoid.

[...] The program reconfigures the tricorder's emitter to project a holographic message. The recorded image of an alien humanoid (Salome Jens) is projected to the assembled company, and it explains that when the alien race first explored the galaxy there had been no humanoid-based life other than themselves, and so they seeded various planets with their DNA to create a legacy of their existence after they had gone. The alien ends its message by saying that it hopes that the knowledge of a common origin will help produce peace."

We're talking about the Venusian goddess here, Orejona.

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Hmmm... (Pied Piper sense tingling)

https://twitter.com/NautPoso/status/1667591259920244736?s=20

The archetype of the Jester/Fool, based upon Lucifuge Rofocale, "the one who comes before the Light-Bringer"?

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/1/11/Lucifuge_Rofocale_01.png

Just as likely based upon one of Pan's earliest manifestations, Lord Pashupati of the Vedic civilization:

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/2/2f/Shiva_Pashupati.jpg

Let's not forget that the Pied Piper is to the Flash, as Pan is to Hermes (same characters, different mythology):

https://2.bp.blogspot.com/-8Pb1smNIQVU/VnvWWfph99I/AAAAAAAAHqk/HcNMvEnRKEo/s0-Ic42/RCO004.jpg

"Hermes is not literally Pan's father, since Pan is older than all of the Olympians. Rather, Hermes is the one who introduced Pan to the world, who coaxed him from his wild, enticing him with to the sweetness of human offerings (and human women), teaching him the excitement of human-watching."

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I always wondered who the Norse version of Pan was (apart from the primordial Ymir):

According to various sources of Norse myth, Freyr was "the most renowned of the æsir"; he rules over the rain and the shining of the sun, the growth of the fruit of the earth; he governs also the fertility and prosperity of men, which explains why he was portrayed with a large phallus constant in erection; "Alfheim, the World of Elves, the gods to Frey gave in days of yore"; he was often seated on Odin's throne; the Vikings sacrificed dark-coloured victims to him, a parallel of Ancient Greek religion where the chthonic fertility deities preferred dark-coloured victims to lighter ones.

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/0/09/Frej_R%C3%A4llinge.jpg/800px-Frej_R%C3%A4llinge.jpg

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The ultimate mysteries of the Universe are somehow found in this limmerick, which Data was never allowed to finish on ST:TNG:

"There was a young lady from Venus,
whose body was shaped like a penis.
A fellow named Hunt
was shaped like a c*nt,
so it all worked out fine, just between us."

- David Gerrold, The War Against the Chtorr, 1984

My theory: the lady from Venus, is of course the Venusian goddess, an amphibian whose smooth skull is elongated, so I guess she looks like a penis. The fellow named Hunt is Pan (Herne the Hunter/Cernunnos), whose body is a living portal/black hole leading either to the Abyss or to Heaven, so I guess he's "shaped like a c*nt" in vulgar terms. And yes, it did work out fine, between them.

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During WWII, the SS Black Sun society was busy searching for religious or mystical artefacts of all sorts.

One of them was the "Shield of Achilles", made of the "indestructible metal of the gods", Adamant, which the world's first "super-soldier" of sorts, the Divine Achilles, used to become invincible on the battlefield and almost single-handedly win the Trojan War.

Another mysterious object of great power was one of the 13 crystal skulls of Atlantis, especially the only one which was made of *blood red* quartz crystal, allegedly containing the telepathic archive of the Atlantean people's superior knowledge about weapons and warfare.

Captain America IRL, the Red Skull IRL.

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Within the Godzilla series, *Venusians* were once an advanced civilization possessing technology far beyond that of humanity, but the majority of their population was wiped out some 5,000 years ago when Venus was decimated by the space monster King Ghidorah (the Dragon/Devil). A small number of Venusians managed to flee to Earth where they assimilated with humans, their identities and superhuman abilities degenerating in the process. Though no pure-blooded Venusians appear in "Ghidorah, the Three-Headed Monster", the Princess Maas Doulina Salno is a descendant of the race, and is contacted telepathically by a Venusian who entrances her and awakens her Venusian identity.

Her character was rescued after a freefall from a plane *by a Japanese fisherman* (mermaid vibe). The man gave her his clothes in exchange for her royal bracelet, for which she no longer had any use. Her Venusian identity awakened, the princess now sought to *warn the people of Earth of impending disaster with the help of her inborn ability to see into the future* (!). In the story, doctors planned to deliver *electroshock therapy* in order to try and determine the truth about the princess.

https://wikizilla.org/w/images/thumb/3/32/Venusian.png/800px-Venusian.png

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"Honey it's horrible
(In the gold dust rush)
There's locusts in there...

Oh, honey my life and it's got me old fool gold
In the gold dust rush I can only genuflect..."

This might be an obscure reference to the gold offering ceremony described in the legend of El Dorado, which occasionally took place at Lake Guatavita. In this ritual, the new chief was aboard a raft and covered with *gold dust*.

The Muisca prople, at the origin of the legend, used *beeswax* to create their signature gold (the lost-wax casting method).

Oral tradition suggests that every Muisca family gave up a child for sacrifice, that the children were regarded as sacred and cared for until the age of 15, when their lives were then offered to the Sun-god.

It should also be noted that "there's locusts in there" is a clear reference to the Abyss of Revelations, and "genuflect" according to Tracy Twyman is a key word relating to the worship and child sacrifices to Baphomet/Pan as Gatekeeper of the Abyss (her last book before they killed her was actually titled "Genuflect").

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Since what pagans called gods are what Christians merely call angels, then Pan is most probably Ariel;

Ariel means "altar" or "lion of God" in Hebrew, he is known as the angel of nature.

As with all archangels, Ariel is usually depicted in male form; he is, however, often seen as female. He oversees the protection and healing of animals and plants, as well as the care of the Earth's elements (such as water, wind, and fire). He punishes those who harm God's creation. In some interpretations, Ariel is also a liaison between the human and the elemental world.

The apocryphal text the Wisdom of Solomon describes Ariel as an angel who punishes demons. The Christian Gnostic text Pistis Sophia also says that Ariel works punishing the wicked. Later texts describe Ariel's role caring for nature, including the "Hierarchy of the Blessed Angels" (published in the 1600s), which calls Ariel "Earth's great lord."

Ariel serves as the patron angel of wild animals. Some Christians consider Ariel to be the patron saint of new beginnings. He is often shown in rainbow colors.

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Something that has been *scrubbed ad infinitim* from the 'net, even from the archives, is the story of Betty (Elizabeth) Chaulert, a French "Chaneller", who started receiving messages from "beings of light" from 1976 to 1977.

These few scraps (and my memories from 13 years ago) are all that remain of her blogs and interviews:

"...that one prevented me from making [my book] appear in 1981, and that I did not dare to put in the chapter [...] that I devoted to him in "Mysteries, experiments and revelations".
I know what we have to say, that was not the case in the Eighties where never the less I succeeded in writing articles in several magazines in particular "the UNKNOWN" ("l'Inconnu"), in 1983 and 1984 - to see article - On the other hand, when I wanted to make appear what was to be my first book "OREJONA the VENUSIENNE" written with [...] the assistance of a friend - who thereafter betrayed me - because I did not feel able to only write it."

Basically, *a psychic named Elizabeth was contacted by the Venusian goddess Orejona back in '76, and when she tried to publish the information she received, her best friend betrayed her, and as I remember both the publishing house and French Intelligence seize and destroyed every copy of her manuscript*, leaving her afraid and broken.

The chanelled info revealed that the Venusians created our very first prehistoric ancestors so that *they* might live again one day, essentially *possessing* us millions of years later when we would inevitably attempt to unlock the secrets of our DNA, our deepest genetic memories.

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I was wondering, early on, why my NDE was so dramatically different from the average ones, usually involving a tunnel leading towards either light or darkness, visions of Heaven or Hell, encounters with Jesus or Satan, especially considering my NDE was irrefutable due to the medical impossibility of a bloodless corpse suddenly returning to life after several hours have passed, and due to my mother having talked to the spirit of her sister after I brought her back from the other side.

In my search for answers, lasting over a decade, I ended up following my intuition and listening to experts on Hinduism (there are Hindu Temples and scholars here in Québec). An erudite teacher of Shivaism told me my experience was known as "Escape from Samsara", Samsara being the endless cyclical illusions of this world, also involving various conceptions of the Afterlife.

He told me that when someone, in their last moments, miraculously manages to not only abandon their fear of death, but also to go so far as to fully embrace death as their ultimate liberation, essentially destroying their own ego, they simultaneously destroy and escape all illusions, both physical and spiritual, and are rewarded with a vision of Lord Shiva Himself in his highest cosmic form, made of stars, among the stars.

Lord Shiva wad originally Lord Pashupati, in the days of the more ancient Vedic civilization, and Pashupati was virtually the same as the Cernunnos of the Celtic people. In other words, the Great God Pan, Eternity Itself.

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Follow me to NeverNeverLand, or the Land of Oz if you prefer, where the UFO phenomenon takes it's roots:

-First item: In one of Robert Charroux's wonderful books about the occult, he related the story of how a mentally ill yet brilliant amateur astronomer was convinced that those little grey men were in fact elves, dwarves, "little people" of folklore, who had rebelled against the Great God Pan, who wanted them to remain invisible, only WATCHING human beings from afar. So now Pan is flying around in his mothership, trying to catch all the smaller UFOs, bring them back to Fairyland.

-Second item: When investigating cases of close encounters or alien abductions, one must always take into account the "OZ Factor", meaning that what we consider to be objective physical reality tends to slip away in the presence of "extraterrestrial visitors", who tend to be quite mischievous and don't seem to take into account the laws of physics or biology.

-Third item: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/F2Y7DrbWEAAXByp?format=jpg&name=large

-Fourth and final item: the number "seven" is sometimes strangely inverted as the word "never". Example (from the music industry): the pseudonym Oneohtrix Point *Never* is a verbal play on the name of the Boston FM radio station Magic 106.7.

One-0-Six point seven.

"Magic" 1067 adds up to 14, or 7+7, therefore Pan/Oz (77).

By inverting "seven" as "never", "77" becomes "never-never", as in NeverNeverLand, where Peter PAN comes from.

I think all of this makes perfect sense, so long as you keep thinking about it with an open mind.

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(NSFW, sorry)

Proper translation and interpretation of the Orphic Theogonies Fragments (from the Deveni Papyrus and others) is complex, obscure work, but the highly erudite (and perhaps slightly insane) Dr. David Ammon Hillman has managed it after several years of research, with conclusions both disturbing and hilarious:

"Phanes (the Primordial Priapus/the Greater Pan) was the first king of the universe who handed the "royal sceptre" (his divine c*ck) over to his daughter Nyx (Night), who in turn handed it down to her son Ouranos (Uranus/Heaven). It was then seized by the Titan Kronos (Cronus), and afterwards by Zeus, the ultimate ruler of the cosmos.

Some say Zeus "devoured" Phanes in order to absorb his power and redistribute it among a new generation of gods--the Olympians he would sire."

"Zeus when, from his father the prophecy having heard, strength in his hands he took, and the glorious daimon (Phanes), the reverend one, he *swallowed*, who first sprang forth into the Aither. So Zeus swallowed (the sceptre/c*ck) of the Firstborn king (Phanes), the reverend one; the holy seed was now his."

WELL... in simpler, more vulgar terms, the only true creator deity since the very beginning of all things is Phanes/Priapus/Pan, and successive generations of lesser gods needed to *give a handj*b to his "royal sceptre", or straight-up bl*w him like Zeus did, in order to obtain his "holy seed", the source of all cosmic power*.

LMAO

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First, the straight history:

Ham (July 1957 – January 19, 1983), a chimpanzee also known as Ham the Astrochimp, was the first great ape launched into space. On January 31, 1961, Ham flew a suborbital flight on the Mercury-Redstone 2 mission, part of the U.S. space program's Project Mercury.

Ham's name is an acronym for the laboratory that prepared him for his historic mission—the Holloman Aerospace Medical Center, in New Mexico. Before his flight, he had been known among his handlers as "Chop Chop Chang".

The results from his test flight led directly to the mission Alan Shepard made on May 5, 1961, aboard Freedom 7.

Now, the esoteric level:

The scientific name for chimpanzee is "Pan troglodytes", literally meaning "the god Pan dwelling in a cave", because chimps are very Pan-like; hairy wildmen who perpetually mock the actions of human beings, not to mention shameless masturbators.

It is a tradition of American space exploration programs to honor the Great God Pan since the very beginning; Jack Parsons himself recited a hymn to Pan before every rocket launch. This is because Pan is the Lord of the animals, not only here on Earth, but also the "animals" populating the Heavens, the constellations of the Zodiac; the firmament belongs to him.

So they needed to send a "Pan", a chimp, aboard "Mercury" (the messenger of the gods) in orbit for approximately *17* minutes, before they could send *Shepard*.

And his original name, whose acronym was "C.C.C.", translates as "333", half the number of the Beast; Pan was half-beast.

I'm sure there are plenty of other meaningful details to be found.

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In 2005, Richard C. Hoagland speculated that Saturn's moon Iapetus might be a fully or partially artificially constructed world by an ancient (and likely long-gone) extraterrestrial civilization. His thesis relies on the moon's angular shape (unusual in a moon of Iapetus's size, which ought to be compressed into an approximately spherical or ellipsoid form under pressures generated by its own gravity), the equatorial ridge, and a close examination of surface features.

He referred to it as a *Von Neumann Probe*, believing that it might have brought the "seeds of life" to Earth billions of years ago; Hoagland's extensive article on the subject, "A Moon with a View", has been scrubbed on the internet.

The monolith featured during the climax of Arthur C. Clarke's 1968 novel 2001: A Space Odyssey is located on Iapetus.

This is basically the "Godship" from the X-Files imo.

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"One of the most remarkable examples of potential ancient artifacts published by Cremo and Thompson were hundreds of “small, grooved spheres” – mined in South Africa. According to Roelf Marx, curator of the Museum of Klerksdorp, South Africa, where some of the spheres are housed:

“The spheres are a complete mystery. They look man-made, yet at the time in Earth's history when they came to rest in this rock no intelligent life existed (about 2.8 billion years ago). They're nothing like I have ever seen before.”

One of the most compelling arguments for artificiality of these perplexing spheres is a set of three parallel grooves around their “equators”; that -- and the equally remarkable hardness of the (currently unknown) material from which they are made..."

"Francis Crick was co-winner of the 1962 Nobel Prize in Medicine, for his co-discovery of the fundamental “building block” of life on Earth, DNA. In his and Orgel’s historic 1973 Icarus paper, Crick made several key comments about the more curious aspects of the DNA “code of Life” – which would be neatly solved if “directed panspermia” had indeed brought the first living micro-organisms to this planet; he later stressed this panspermia could only be possible, not by meteorite, but by spaceship."

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*The Founding Fathers as new Knights Templar and worshippers of Baphomet*

"Enthroned Washington" is a very famous large marble sculpture by Horatio Greenough commissioned by the United States Congress in 1832 and completed in 1840;

Horatio Greenough supposedly based Enthroned Washington on Phidias' Statue of Zeus at Olympia, but unfortunately the historically-attested pose, and attributes especially, of the ancient statue of Zeus are very different from Greenough's work of art, which has been noted time and again as being strikingly the same the Baphomet of Éliphas Levi, an *1856* depiction from "Dogme et Rituel de la Haute Magie", published 16 years after the statue was made.

Lévi's depiction of Baphomet is supposed to be a composite of The Devil card in the early Tarot, the figure of Mercury (the caduceus, rising like a phallus from his groin), and medieval witchcraft records (a goat with a candle between its horns).

*But Levi was originally said to have been inspired by a grotesque carving found in one of the old Templar churches of Lanleff in Brittany or Saint-Merri in Paris.*

In my opinion, not only does this (Enthroned Washinton and the far earlier grotesque carving in France) clearly indicate that Levi's Baphomet was NOT an invention of his, but is actually a secret tradition dating back to the Templars themselves, it also indicates that since George Washington and many of the other Founding Fathers were known Freemasons who decorated the national capital full of occult symbols, then they must have been religiously following in the footsteps of the Templars, and secretly paying hommages to the Great God Pan, the Green Man, the Baphomet.

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"In Cochrane's Craft, which was founded by Robert Cochrane, the Horned God (Green Man/Herne) was often referred to as *Wayland*, the magical blacksmith of blacksmiths in Germanic mythology."

So, one of the pioneers of the various Wiccan or Witchcraft traditions was named Cochrane, his neo-pagan religion was named "Cochrane's Craft", and he died in 1966, the year Star Trek: The Original Series started airing, and their visionary or founder was Zefram *Cochrane*, whose *craft* was long lost among the stars.

In the "Alien" fictional Universe, their visionary or founder is named *Wayland*, he was the revered builder of worlds, and was featured more preeminently in the prequel "Prometheus", all about the ancient pagan creator gods from the stars.

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According to the most thoroughly researched work "Cernunnos: Le Dieu Cerf des Gaulois", written by Alexis Charniguet and Anne Lombard-Jourdan, published by Larousse Dictionnaires France, the Celtic god of nature was often not only depicted in the company of a faithful dog, but could be replaced entirely by a dog for symbolic value. Two best examples:

1- During the "Festival of Flesh", which persisted until the 19th century in rural areas, recycled as a pseudo-Catholic "Carnival" of sorts, people hunted a deer, and devoured it in it's entirety, drinking plenty of wine mixed with the warm blood of the deer, but the most important ritual involved throwing the intestines of the deer to their dogs;

These folks were in a state of Communion with the deer-god, symbolically eating his flesh and drinking his blood, and the point of seeing the dogs fighting over the entrails was apparently that the intestines represented *Melusine*, the "Ancient Serpent", the arch-nemesis of Cernunnos. The dog who ate the most was crowned their "king" for the day, they put small antlers on his head.

2- There were at least two historical anecdotes where a member of the nobility (and the nobility, even the royalty of France, even some latter Presidents of the Republic, were reknown for not-so-secretly worshipping the ancestral Celtic equivalent of Pan) considered that his own faithful dog was a living embodiement of you-know-who:

In both stories, the dog *killed a serpent* in order to protect a child. The first dog died as a result, so the statue built in his honor is that of a *deer* on a pedestal. The second one lived, and a painting was made showing him standing in front of a deer.

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On September 11th 2018, at 6:59pm, astronomer Paula Gilley noticed something she had never observed before: laser beams coming out from the planet Saturn and firing off into deep space. Adjusting both the color and saturation on her telescope, and making sure there were no pixel disturbances to account for what she was seeing, Gilley checked again and sure enough, the strange sight remained.

Earlier in the year, on March 8th, world-reknowned physicist Michio Kaku interestingly had this observation: "Aliens much more advanced than us don’t bother with flying saucers. Flying saucers are so 20th century. They laser-port themselves."

Well, that's all well and good, but here's the problem: this wasn't an extraterrestrial civilization, it was a f**king planet, a (deeply mythological) gas giant using it's own rings to communicate with another world. This would only make sense on a *hyper-dimensional* level: what if our distant ancestors were right?

What if the planets and other celestial objects truly are *gods*, simply not within our limited, three-dimensional perception of reality...

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One of my fondest childhood memories was when I was four, we were living in a remote, rural area, surrounded by thick woods, and my father would bring me near the forest, all along the old train track, to pick wild berries: strawberries of course, but also blueberries, raspberries, and best of all the biggest, juiciest blackberries I've ever seen in my life. This single memory somehow justifies the rest of my harsh upbringing.

The reason I'm bringing this up is because when I first watched the Director’s Cut of "Conan the Barbarian" 30 years later, there is an additional scene in which Conan and his friend are busy preparing weapons and traps for their enemies, and he starts talking about how his own father, when he was a little boy in the spring time, would bring him into the wilderness to pick as many delicious berries as possible, the last good memory he held on to dearly before the rest of his life turned to savagery and combat.

His friend Subotai says something like: "Every man remembers such things, in the North of his heart."

Despite the fiction of it, we're still hunters and gatherers, 6 or 7 thousand years later, and it actually means something very important to us, beyond words.

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"À l'Institut Abrasax, ils ont découvert un réfrigérateur rempli de sang animal et des crânes humains. L'enquête sur cette piste a tourné court. L'Institut Abrasax aurait servi de bouc-émissaire dans l'affaire Dutroux.

Néanmoins, Samir Aouchiche, qui a passé dix ans comme victime des sectes satanistes, affirme avoir vu plusieurs enfants se faire violer lors de rituels pratiqués dans l'enceinte de cet Institut.

L'Institut Abrasax est né sur les cendres de l'association belge *Coven Cernunnos*, fondé en mai 1987 à Bruxelles par Francis Desmedt et officiellement dissous en juin 1990. L'histoire du «Coven central» remonte à Yul Rugga en 1981 par un appel à la reconstruction d'une Wicca pure et dure..."

Translation: the roots of the 1996 Dutroux Scandal go back to the year of my birth, '81, when the Belgian Wicca movement decided to go "hard core" and make real pagan sacrifices, just like their distant Celtic ancestors. Evidence and first-hand witnesses made their involvement clear, but the police decided otherwise.

We're talking about a LOT of children r*ped and murdered, supposedly by members of the European Elite, both political and aristocratic, supposedly in honor of Cernunnos/Pan. A LOT. *sigh*

I know him. He doesn't want this.

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First found in 1549 (Guillaume Bigot), then three years later in Rabelais' Pantagruel, and criticized in later times by Fontenelle, in the beginning of the 18th century:

"This great Pan who died under Tiberius, at the same time as Jesus Christ, was the contrary of what Religion has taught us; this great Pan is Jesus Christ himself, whose death caused general pain and grief among both demons and angels, who could no longer impose their tyranny or salvation upon men. Great Pan has two very different faces. We pray to him and curse him in the same breath."

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"Imagine a Japanese couple, very gently, very silently making love, on the morning the A-Bomb dropped. Imagine they both climaxed, their eyes closed, their mouths opened, at the very moment of the nearby nuclear explosion: turned to vapor, the pure white light, lasting forever."

- Eroshima, Dany Laferrière

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The predetermined structure of the Cocteau Twins:

According to the Catholic Church, the letter "M" is in fact a symbol of the Holy Trinity, two "pillars" (representing the Father and the Son) with what looks like the letter "v" between them (representing the Holy Spirit), "IVI".

But according to one of the most intense conspiracy theory researchers I've ever met 20 years ago, "2tuff", whose obsession was the Jesuit Order, especially the Jesuits having taken their "Fourth Vow", allegedly meaning they now belonged to an ancient secret society named the "Black Brotherhood of Saturn", these guys follow Ancient Phoenician Astro-Theology; they believed the planet Saturn to be our *Secret Sun*, and their purpose is to bring about the *Return of Saturn*.

To them, the letter "M" also symbolizes two pillars, but they view these as the planets Jupiter and Saturn, and the "v" between them being the planet Venus.

*The Black Brotherhood of the Fourth Vow Jesuits imposed this image in society, in our popular culture, over and over again, as a small woman standing between two taller men, the small woman, "Venus", was an image of the sacred feminine, the goddess, while the two taller men, Jupiter and Saturn, were usually two macho pigs, perhaps even talentless hacks. This would be presented to the public as newscasters, music groups, etc.*

This repeating pattern, which the Cocteau Twins are essentially based upon, is somehow supposed to bring about the Return of Saturn, the New Golden Age. "2tuff" himself suffered a total paranoid breakdown and shut down his site.

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"The final goal of secret societies and their initiates is to replace God; the method is the alchemical "solve et coagula": the  decomposition of the world created by God and its reconstruction according to the will of man... Coincidence or not, according to the same rule, *COVID* becomes DIVOC transcribed as דיבוק in Hebrew, and it actually means something – it means possession by an evil spirit (the word is transcribed into English as dybbuk, b and v being represented through the same Hebrew character, Bet – ב)... Dybbuk possession (as well as Covid infection, or more probably, repeated injection of the Covid vaccine) leaves the victim as a passive object, temporarily bereft of self-awareness and without self-control vis-à-vis external authorities." - Bogdan Herzog

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The origins of the Lady of the Lake, which I consider to be the very first extraterrestrial visitor to our world, the Venusian goddess Orejona.

The Arthurian version of the character was undoubtedly based upon the mythical Greek sea nymph Thetis, mother of the hero Achilles, who similarly provided her son with magical weapons. Like the Lady of the Lake, Thetis is a water spirit who raises the greatest warrior of her time. Thetis' husband is named Peleus, while in some tales the Lady of the Lake has the knight Pelleas as her lover; Thetis also uses magic to make her son invulnerable, similar to how Lancelot receives a ring that protects him from magic. The Greek myth may therefore have inspired the Arthurian legend, especially since The Iliad involving Thetis was well known across the former Roman Empire and among the medieval writers dealing with Celtic myths and lore.

In Ancient Greece, Thetis was in all probability the very first goddess to have been worshipped, since 4,000 to 5,000 year old inscriptions of her name, written in Ancient Phoenician, have been found. Originally older than either the Olympians or the Titans, living in a phosphorescent cave beneath the sea, all of the other gods lusted after her but were also terrified of her, very Lovecraftian.

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Btw, I've finally figured out why "pizza" is such a key word for the Pedophile Elite:

The earliest origins of the word "pizza" comes from the Lombardic word bizzo or pizzo meaning "mouthful" (related to the English word "bite"), which was brought to Italy in the middle of the 6th century AD by the invading Lombards.

The Lombards (Germanic tribes known as the "long beards") initially called themselves the Winnili. The name Winnili is generally translated as 'the wolves'.

*Pizza = bite of the wolves (wolf-men)*

Once a werewolf (or pedovore) viciously attacks you, it is entirely possible you turn into a werewolf (or pedovore) when you grow up.