samedi 7 juin 2014

The Blur.

I met a very familiar stranger in a dream. He was Merlin, he was Prometheus, he was the archetypal wise old man who initiates us all in one form or another when we are finally willing to accept enlightenment.

To me, he looked like Alan Moore, wearing a pale grey suit that obviously belonged to someone else.

We were sitting at an ordinary kitchen table, besides a rather large television set, surrounded by "co-workers". I also knew them even though we had never met (not in my waking reality, anyway). We were all looking at books filled with pictures of breathtakingly elaborate crop circles and infinitely moving fractal patterns.

The wise old man, he told me: "What if all there is between you and other people is a blur?"

I looked at my hands, and they were so blurry that I could see through them. I heard a bone-chilling sound, like a washer and a dryer being thrown down the stairs, and suddenly woke up paralysed, terrified, and covered in cold sweat.

This was my very first DMT-induced experience, and it traumatized me something beautiful. Instant, visceral enlightenment that leaves me today with euphoria.

I now KNOW that the individual is as much a set of probabilities as an electron, neither here nor there, existing at many places at once. What if I had woken up in that parallel universe I briefly visited? This life would have been merely a "dream".

24 commentaires:

Michael a dit…

Like. Not much to add, it's difficult to convey DMT experience with words, but a credible job. I've had a lot of Merlin/owl syncs lately.

Anonyme a dit…

Many fine turns-of-phrase in this little nugget. Real writing. Glad yer still kickin'.

ginleefer a dit…

I've had dreams where I vibrated into different dimensions all with different memories and ideas of who I am. In the end I remembered the current me and my children and willed myself to vibrate back to this one and woke up.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

What has been happening over the past year is Lovecraftian as f**k, the coming of Nyarlathotep, aka Carcosa:

- the tomb of high priest Ankh-Ef-En-Khounsou (Nyarlathotep IRL that even Crowley obsessed over) is finally opened in Egypt after 27 centuries of darkness;

- Black Lives Matter ramps up, "the conquered ones" are "taking the knee" for the black man, without knowing why;

- rituals performed near ancient egyptian obelisks, sometimes involving other egyptian motifs (George Floyd's chest tattoo);

- "old, terrible cities of unnumbered crimes" fall into chaos and decay as madness spreads across civilization;

- the YELLOW VEIL of Carcosa, the Covid mask, is worn by all in great fear; remember that "coronavirus" is latin for "to crown the serpent", and "I can't breathe!" when heard in reverse is "Fear snake yea!";

- the crowning of a "Yellow King/Pale Emperor" in D.C. (Biden), his followers going more insane than ever before;

There are more symbols and incidents, I'm sure, ritualistic stuff taken straight out of not only Lovecraft but also modern adaptations of his work such as Alan Moore's "Neonomicon/Providence" and "True Detective" season 1, especially with the pedophile cult running rampant, but one thing is clear:

If this is more than just a LARP, if the "Black Messenger of the Great Old Ones" truly is returning, then the chaos and violence will accelerate, *spiritual* slavery will be the norm, and the Great Reset will be about bringing us back to the first times, when the extraterrestrial and the supernatural ruled upon the Earth, human beings reduced to little more than food or fuel.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

"Slowly the waves of the BEING (Yog-Sothoth, the Ultimate Gatekeeper) surged out in reply, trying to make plain what was almost beyond the reach of an earthly mind.

All descended lines of beings of the finite dimensions, continued the waves, and all stages of growth in each one of these beings, are merely manifestations of one archetypal and eternal being in the space outside dimensions. Each local being — son, father, grandfather, and so on — and each stage of individual being — infant, child, boy, young man, old man — is merely one of the infinite phases of that same archetypal and eternal being, caused by a variation in the angle of the consciousness-plane which cuts it." - Through the Gates of the Silver Key

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

C. G. Jung, in his famous "night-sea journeys" (psychedelic explorations of the hidden world beneath human consciousness), met a Pan-like gatekeeper named "Philomel", who acted as his spirit guide; he appeared as an old man with bull's horns, kingfisher's wings, holding a bunch of four keys.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…
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In the Book of Revelation, it is written that the people of the city of Pergamon live near "the throne of Satan". The ancient Greek city of Pergamon was reknown for it's massive "altar of Zeus", which later Hitler had dismantled and brought to Berlin, and later still Obama visited and sat upon.

Zeus, in his earliest depictions, was portrayed as a giant serpent with a beard, the Ancient Serpent, which demanded constant sacrifice. Three other things Satan and Zeus had in common: lightning falling from Heaven, being the "god of this world", and their arch-nemesis being the one who created humanity in his own image, saved us from the Great Flood, and ended up crucified at the top of a mountain, Prometheus/Jesus.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

On the origins of *bagpipes*: the Oxford History of Music mentions that a sculpture of bagpipes has been found on a Hittite slab at Alaca Höyük in Anatolia, dated to 1000 BC.

The occupants of the tombs of Alaca Höyük at that period were not from the native Hattian population of central Anatolia, but were *Kurgan* immigrants from the region of Maikop in southern Russia, who spoke an Indo-European language and perhaps became rulers of the local Hattian population.

The KURGAN, remember, *Highlander*?

Incidentally, the very ancient Kurgans of the Steppes prayed to the Steppenwulf (old germanic name, in french "le loup des steppes/des frontières"), the violent "gatekeeper" of sorts, of the frontier between the worlds of the living and of the dead, another name for Cernunnos/Pan.

A very old depiction of an astro-theological Pan playing very early bagpipes:

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FcYPF5eWIAEE7iq?format=jpg&name=medium

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

I can't believe I've missed this for the past 26 years, from one of my very favorite movies:

In Star Trek: First Contact, when the first warp ship, the "Phoenix", is launched, the song playing very loudly is from the band Steppenwolf. Zefram Cochrane even yells out "We can't leave without it!". The ship in question is a former nuclear missile, VERY phallic, and it looks as if it's aiming for the Moon.

Whenever Jack Parsons IRL launched a rocket, he recited a hymn to the Great God Pan.

"Steppenwolf" is one of the many names of Cernunnos/Pan.

*You need the lyrics of Steppenwolf/the Great God Pan if you want to leave Earth and travel to the stars.*

Zefram Cochrane is therefore the Star Trek equivalent of Jack Parsons, the man practically worshipped like a god in the future, *the man who made contact with an extraterrestrial intelligence after a World War which ended with nuclear explosions.*

And his wife is named Lily (Lilith).

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

A bit of Astro-Gnosis:

In early Indus Valley astronomy, Orion was none other than Shiva/Rudra/Pashupati, in other words Cernunnos/Pan:

https://sites.google.com/site/tamiletymology/_/rsrc/1468852182927/pictures/yogi-seal/orion-compound-13.jpg

In a couple of Vedic texts, the star Arcturus was mentionned as the nearest "Vimana Gate", a passage leading from the many worlds of the gods to Earth. Maybe the latest "devastating" variant of Covid, Arcturus, got started over in India for purely symbolic reasons. "One more jab, and the Old Ones shall finally return!"

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

Additionnal: in the Bible, God says that all of his faithful followers will feast upon the flesh of the Leviathan after the Endtimes. This is verisimilar to the Celtic belief that whenever the end of the World occurs (as part of a cosmic mega-cycle), the Deer-god will devour the flesh of the Serpent-goddess in order to destroy evil and make everything new again; this is based upon the observable natural fact that every spring deers hunt down and kill a serpent, then swallow it whole, in order to force a purge of the toxins accumulated in their metabolism after the long winter months.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

In Crete, the Minotaur was known by the name Asterion, a god associated with *stars*, similar to starry Dionysus.
Virgil's description of the Minotaur in the Aeneid: "The *lower* part a beast, a man above."
According to Sophocles's Trachiniai, when the river spirit Achelous (the Etruscan Pan) seduced women, one of the guises he assumed was that of the Minotaur.
J. G. Frazer explains Pasiphaë's union with the bull as a sacred ceremony, at which the queen of Knossos was wedded to a luminous bull-formed god.
The story of the Labyrinth is all about Pan...

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

The great actor Andy Serkis not only looks almost exactly like the Great God Pan (whom I met 13 years ago during a Near-death experience), but his career seems to resonate with the character of Pan very deeply.

Best example being his role as "Cesar" in the new "Planet of the Apes" series of films. His character is a chimpanzee; the scientific name for chimpanzee IRL is "Pan troglodytes", literally meaning and intended as "(the Greek god) Pan, dwelling in a cave"; the reason for this is unknown.

The name Cesar obviously comes from the Roman Emperor Julius Caesar; the most plausible origin of his name is from the verb caedō (“to cut”), in the argument of the Julians for receiving a sodality of the Feast of Lupercalia. The title "Caeso" derived from their ritual duty of wearing a goat-skin at the Feast (in honor of Pan) and chasing women around, lashing those who wanted to become pregnant. The Romans themselves attributed the instigation of the Lupercalia to Evander, a culture hero from Arcadia who was credited with bringing the worship of Pan to them.

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*WE WERE ONCE MADE OF LIGHT*

From the Kabbalah (resumed): "At the beginning of the beginning, when Ein Sof, the Unending, was ready to lay the foundations of the four levels of reality and create all the rich and powerful diversity that is creation, from Ein Sof first emanated a cosmic anthropos, Adam Kadmon, the prototypical, universal man. The Adam of the Garden of Eden was this same aboriginal creature, only incredibly diminished in stature. Yet in both the guise of Adam Kadmon and the Adam of Paradise, primordial man had a form composed entirely of light. Indeed, it is only in the hour before the first exile of history that Adam and Eve were shrunk down further into physical bodies. As it is written: "And the Lord God made garments of skins for Adam and his wife..." (Genesis 3.21)."

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

In Orphic cosmogony Phanes (or Protogonos) is a primeval deity who was born from the cosmic egg at the beginning of time. Emerged from the abyss to create the Universe, he was a deity of light and goodness, whose name meant "to bring light" or "to shine"; he was essentially the Greater Pan as the very first "Lucifer" figure. In the original Orphic hymn he is named "Lord Priapos"; the Greeks equated him with Dionysus, Sabazios, Bacchus... Here surrounded by the constellations of the Zodiac, along with the symbolic attributes of both Baphomet and Abraxas.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

Possibility: we, all of us, might be stuck *outside* of a "perpetual time loop", starting in 1983 and ending 5 million years ago. The more detailed information is found in the link at the end of this thread, but the basic idea is this: an extraterrestrial being gives our most distant prehistoric ancestors higher intelligence, based on her own intelligence and DNA, 5 million years ago, but in 1983 psychics working for the government came into direct telepathic contact with her across time. This most probably locked all of human history within a loop; within it, nothing will ever change, always repeating itself. Before and after, nothing is set, everything in flux. If you were born before 1983, there are two versions of you: one inside, still young, repeating early years of your life, one outside, free.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

"People say Christianity later seemed to backslide into temporal power and authority in ways that contradicted Jesus’ reforms. Of course, this is what you get when you kill your teacher. Ancient Jews & Romans tortured and executed Jesus. No, Christianity did not “later” backslide. What we call Christianity, as an organized religion, obsessed with material wealth and political power, with it's very long history of violence and bloodshed, is and was and always will be anti-Jesus.

*Christianity, in its essence, is Satan worship in Jesus name*."

- by "ESr"

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JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

I'm personally convinced that the mad scientists over at the Large Hadron Collider are secretly Pan-worshippers: the acronym CERN was only proper back in '52, because since '54 it should technically be O-ERN; Cern is short for Cernunnos, as in Cern Abbas or River Cern. Then there

is the big bronze statue of Lord Shiva the destroyer outside their headquarters; Shiva was originally Lord Pashupati of the Vedic civilization, no different than the Celtic Cernunnos, imported from the West. Then there is the site of the LHC in Switzerland, where a unique 2,000

year old temple to Apollyon the destroyer was built in the Roman Era, by those who worshipped the Biblical Gatekeeper of the Abyss. Very little is mentionned of the Apollyon/Abaddon in the Scriptures, but in various apocrypha he is presented as the "Anti-God", Nature unleashed.

This is similar to how Jack Parsons became a disciple of Aleister Crowley and recited his "Hymn to Pan" before every rocket launch; real scientists, real geniuses, they abandonned atheism and materialism long ago, they dabble in the occult. Matter is not enough, they want spirit.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

1- In France, in the Middle-ages, Cernunnos (Celtic Pan) was sometimes known as "Gargantua";
2- Pan is considered the Gatekeeper of the Abyss;
3- He is also called "the master of the three worlds".

In "Interstellar", the black hole is called Gargantua, and three worlds orbit it.

JB (of The Meta-Logic Café) a dit…

Pfizer is a German name, derived from the German words “pfeifer” or “pfiffer”, meaning “pipe player”. It is an occupational name for someone skilled at playing the bagpipes or other reed instruments. It is also a name for a bellows or horn blower.
*PAN*, as usual, as always.

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"After he discovered the secret of life (the DNA molecule), Francis Crick, in his book "Life Itself", hypothesized that life on Earth might be the result of *panspermia*. This refers to an extraterrestrial civilization's desire to seed the galaxy. Maybe the ancestral microbes arrived on Earth on a crashed spaceship. Crick's idea isn't irrational. Even the simple organisms that existed on Earth 3.5 billion years ago were much more complicated than the nonliving elements around them; the origin of life is the real missing link of the biological record."